Taken Back

I had a very rough end of September. Funny how life can completely blindside you and in this case, I was definately taken back.I hurt...more than I can even express to anyone. I have been forced to take a good look at my life..what I have and where I am going. I realize that in an instant that everything can be gone. I am going forward but in pain. I am sad and going to be making some serious changes in me. I love my family and I love my life....dont want to loose it ever........